I am getting frustrated, worried and annoyed with my body and the time. Tomorrow is my due date and yet I do not feel anything different with my body except for my sore groin and this restlessness.
I just feel annoyed with everything. I feel BLAH.
I feel guilty for feeling this way but yet I am entitled. My body is out of my control. I can't do anything but just wait and it's not a good feeling. I feel helpless and powerless in some ways.
This baby is just hanging out and I am just waiting for him. Already this baby is dictating my life and he's not even out in the world yet.
I love him. I do. And that's the big reason I am feeling this way. I want to meet him and yet I feel anxious and worried about meeting him.
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